~SakuraSolarEclipse

i am working on a lot of pieces right now and some are done however my scanner is being retarded and preventing me from posting anything soo... yeah ahem... anyways i was at my grandparents house today and found this giant (and thankfully) dead spider... this thing was massive ok i know that some of you out there have probably seen bigger like a tranchula (or however you spell it) but me ( coming from washington witch mostly consists of small garden and jumping spiders) i have never seen a spider that big before... i took pics of it with my phone and my grandparents camera next to my ipod nano and this spider was about half the size of my ipod no joke!! creepy!!! my aunt said it was probably a wolf spider (they are about the only poisonous spiders in washington) it probably layed eggs and now there will be more of them!!! on the subject of spiders did you know that you are usually never more than 4 feet away from a spider?!? that creeps me out going to bed tonight ( its already 12:30) maybe i'll post some pics later of the spider just so you all can see the largeness of it....

Here in washington we have to take a test thing as a graduation requirement called the WASL. It supposed to be fairly difficult, especially the math section, BUT I PASSED IT ANYWAYS!

AND! SCHOOL'S OUT! FREEDOM!!!

Anyways, check this out xD


[This is the result of a messed up MSN conversation - couldn't spell 'whopper' right if my life depended on it! ]

i like to read the dictionary....

I Fear…

[ ] the dark (i used to)
[ ] staying single forever
[x ] being a parent
[ x] giving birth
[ v] being myself in front of others (somewhat)
[ ] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights (i not exactly afraid but more afraid of what i could do... for example whenever i am on i high bridge i always think of how easily i could jump off and sometimes i am so over whelmed with the feeling i have to get off of the bridge)
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 4½

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water (used to)
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 6½

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ x] crossing hanging bridges
[ v] death (not so much death but more a fear of not exsisting)
[ ] heaven (Sorry, but i don't believe in it)
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ x] dolls (they creep me out... they were originally used for homes for ghosts or spirits)
[ v] large crowds of people (not fear i just hate being in crowds)
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ X] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far:10½

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[] school (hate it)
[ ] trains
[v ] odd numbers (only the number 23)
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ x] becoming blind
[ x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 13

[ x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[XXXXXXX] needles (omg!!!! i feel sick)
[ x] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 17



... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears...


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

i guess i am normal xD

OMG!!!! i almost have 1000 pv! lol

i know to most of you guys out there this is been there done that moment but for me its a lot, ok? lol